and caffeine. duh.
and many other things that are bad for me. which i won't go into here.
i like doing things i know i shouldn't be doing...and not really caring...and then just doing them anyway.
i freaking love when my children behave at the post office (when i'm mailing out etsy stuff).
and i freaking love when they call each other bro. it's so effing cute. and i can see their bond.
i think i have been up until 3am for the last 21 days in a row. and i've been getting up at 6:30am (alexander doesn't understand the concept of sleep). or leave mommy alone and just let HER sleep. ha! i wish i could do that. but i can't.
thank you to everyone who has recently placed an order out of my etsy shop. you are rocking my world. and i mean that from the bottom of my heart.
still jamming to tunes non-stop.
out of red bull. and that is a fucking bummer.
working on a couple of paintings but they are not done yet.
probably won't get to paint again until next week.
finding that i can breathe and focus....calm myself, while listening to loud music. which is weird. but it works for me. for now anyway.
lost 6 lbs.
the caffeine, sugar no sleep diet (though unintentional) kicks ass.