sometimes.

sometimes i can't believe i have kids.
sometimes i don't remember life before them.
sometimes i want to scream.
sometimes i want to cry (for no apparent reason).
sometimes i want to run away.
sometimes i want to do nothing more than surround myself with cuddly warm little boys (two in particular).
sometimes i want to eat ice cream. no. make that most always.
sometimes i want to paint. sometimes i do.
sometimes i want to scrap. often i do.
sometimes i want to eat dark chocolate. no. make that always.
sometimes i want to go on a road trip. like now.
sometimes i want to just sleep. doesn't that sound nice?
sometimes i want to kiss my husband. so i do.
sometimes i want to give up. but i'm not going to.
sometimes i'm perfecty content. sometimes.....
here's a LO i did over the weekend.