do you know what i miss?
the way it smells.
the way it feels.
how i feel when i am there.
i'm very emotional today.
seriously. dude. i need to get a grip!
questioning myself. again.
what is the right thing to do?
weighing what i really want against what i 'should' do.
clearly i need to art journal. but it won't be happening tonight.
i haven't scrapped in way over three months. i've been creative in other ways, (duh, hello i have an etsy shop now)....just haven't scrapped. or even art journaled. i was thinking today, as i was folding laundry, that i've been extremely tired. more tired than normal. and believe me, on any given day, i'm way beyond tired. i think it's partly because of all the quakes. that and the fact i have trouble sleeping to begin with. i'm so used to waking up at the slightest noise (hello, i'm a mother)....guess i need to figure out a way to re-program my mind and body so i stop waking up 50 times a night. yeah. i'll work on that.