Saturday, January 30, 2010

i should be in bed!

sometimes life comes at you hard and fast.
i need to slow things down.
have some time to think.
i need quiet.
alone time.
since i won't be getting that...gotta figure out how to sort through the shit in my head anyway.
the boys have both been sick.
for two weeks.
i now have what they have.
i need to address two issues.
two important issues.
i also need a shitload of sleep.
i am sure if i could sleep the other issues would be clearer.
i sometimes wonder why i do the fucking things i do.
against my better judgment, sometimes i do things.
and it's scary.
there are many powerful emotions.
lack of sleep does not help define what is true and what is not.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

It goes without saying.

Sue said...

I tell myself the same thing constantly. Sleep would really help me sort the other stuff out. Like, a LOT of the other stuff.

Marieke said...

Don't be so hard on yourself. Unless you do unspeakable things but cannot quite imagine you like that.
Sleep is vital. But uhm yeah, I don't practice what I preach either...

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