Wednesday, November 10, 2010


feeling very disconnected.
the silence is deafening.
and there is no ice cream.
anyone who gets my sense of humor will find that entertaining.
took this photo on sunday with my iPhone.
more hipsta shots.
really lovin 'em.
this is where i live.
and i gotta say, it's beautiful here.
missing feeling connected TO someone.
i'm definitely strong enough to stand on my own.
but it's nice, knowing that you don't have to.
IF you don't want to.


QuirkyGirl said...

I miss you...and your words. I understand the disconnected feeling and usually its just a part of a growing process, but it still sucks! And I hate it for you, My Good Friend. I sense a bit on the tongue-tied on your end..not with me but as a whole. Too many messy emotions so it's easier to just say 'skip it' and remain I close? I've been wrong before and my radar is wonky lately...I hope I am and that other than illness your heart and mind and in a peaceful place...if only for an hour or two.

The holidays are fast approaching. How are you doing? How are the boys coping this year. It's NiNi's first holiday season without her mom and seeing as we lost Janie 3 days after Christmas it's heavy here and I hurt for my friend...especially knowing there is nothing I can do. I HATE that!

It often makes me think of you and the boys. Funny how you can grow to love people you've never physically seen yet we know each other so well. I'm thankful for that.

Praying you are all restored to healthiness...SOON!


QuirkyGirl said...

Maybe not powerful but they are yours and they are welcome and I always want to know what you have to say...even it's just the grocery list. What you write is relavant and valid and I won't just listen but I WANT to know....even if to you it feels repetitive.

If you chose not to write I'll wait patiently until you do. I will stand with you. I will wait for you. I will support you. And if I could I would hand deliver you the hottest Fucking Mocha I could find ;)